I used to think there was a version of "having it figured out" waiting for me somewhere down the line — a point where the plan would finally feel settled and I could stop asking questions.
I don't think that point exists. Or if it does, it keeps moving.
What's actually changed is that I've gotten better at being okay with the in-between. Not everything needs an answer right now. Some things just need time, or a few more tries, or someone else's perspective, or a long walk.
So this is me, still figuring it out, writing it down anyway.